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Friday, 19 August 2011

Life Is Tough


Devotees: Tika Dinihari..

Tuhan, usah bebankan kami yang tidak terdaya...maafkan salah kesilapan, 
ampunkanlah dosa-dosa, rahmatilah kami...

this is the point that i'll cry deep in my heart or sometimes it tears out...
especially when i've been facing problems...
for now i am having hardship in performing my obligations to fast during Ramadhan and to study, doing assignments and stuff..especially i am now in semester 6 diploma in Investment Analysis; 
got project paper to do...it is now in the last stage...

for the whole week; not a single class i've been to...
i am suffering now for my gastric...

the smiling me~its hardly to smile nowadays~


ive been crying a lot..O Allah..
i accept the pain that You gave me...
for that I hope my sins is forgiven by You....
and I hope that there will be a better tomorrow for me..

Despite that i am trullt thankful to Allah because there are still people that care for me..
Yesterday the sisters in Permas took the break fast food for me
they even took two! thinking of nobody takes for me yet
but sadly I couldnt  eat that..
it is curry and spicy chicken...
i just break fast drinking soy milk
and slept after that
~so weak for holding the pain and crying a lot the whole evening~

today i've been given a medicine by Cikgu Halim; Medical Attendant at UiTM Segamat named Histac 150mg (Ranitidine Tablets)
he also bought me a full plastic of Chipsmore and boxed milks and Milos....
I want to pay for that; but he refuse the money...
may Allah pay his kindness with al Jannah... 


4 comments:

BlogS of Hariyanto said...

nice blog :)

Namee Roslan said...

hey, salam. came from 2 way interaction bloglist. awak termasuk dalam list itu :)

gastric..please tk a good care of urself ok. nanti sakit, susah pula awak nk complete kan all ur assignments . tak care and salam ramadhan :)

Namee Roslan said...

by the way, u reminds me of my sister :) hehe

Namee Roslan said...

hehe, ill tell u about my sister in my next entry okay :)

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